Thank you for writing this. I am similar. Thankfully I have my husband who is a bit of a neat freak and he does all the cleaning. I am supposed to pick up my own stuff and I try… I used to be pretty good but then in January I dislocated my knee and have been unable to walk. Hard to tidy up then. Plus in a few months we have our move to Europe happening and I have so much to get rid of! I am overwhelmed. I definitely know where you are coming from!